Seduced By The Senator
(DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS Book 1)
by Alex Elliott
Release Date: January 14, 2015
What’s your dirty little secret?
For Xavia Kennedy it was freedom. Escape from a pastel painted life ruled by an American dynasty and headed by a formidable foe. One wanted to escape. Her family. X has a plan. Get serious and get the hell out of Bean Town. Away from the pretty people and boring as hell lives.
Then she met him. Smooth talking and gorgeous. All it took was a dim hall.
He called their hook-up a mistake.
No problem. She walked away without a name, just an impression. That was the hottest sex she’d had minus the actual sex. After one Nantucket party too many, Xavia ends up cutting bait and heading to D.C. She hops aboard the crazy train as the newest intern to Bennett Stone.
Or Senator Stone as he’s known on the Hill. He’s more than Cosmo’s sexiest congressman. He’s complicated. A mystery.
Ben doesn’t date. He’s got his own dirty secrets.
But where X is concerned, there’s one he’s willing to share.
If she agrees to his terms.
In his bed, it’s way. All she needs to do is learn to stop arguing.
Impossible when she finds out the connection they share runs too deep to put aside, and she begins to fear the secret under the secret that’s left unsaid.
Over 93,000 reads and over 775 reviews received on fan-dom sites.
For Xavia Kennedy it was freedom. Escape from a pastel painted life ruled by an American dynasty and headed by a formidable foe. One wanted to escape. Her family. X has a plan. Get serious and get the hell out of Bean Town. Away from the pretty people and boring as hell lives.
Then she met him. Smooth talking and gorgeous. All it took was a dim hall.
He called their hook-up a mistake.
No problem. She walked away without a name, just an impression. That was the hottest sex she’d had minus the actual sex. After one Nantucket party too many, Xavia ends up cutting bait and heading to D.C. She hops aboard the crazy train as the newest intern to Bennett Stone.
Or Senator Stone as he’s known on the Hill. He’s more than Cosmo’s sexiest congressman. He’s complicated. A mystery.
Ben doesn’t date. He’s got his own dirty secrets.
But where X is concerned, there’s one he’s willing to share.
If she agrees to his terms.
In his bed, it’s way. All she needs to do is learn to stop arguing.
Impossible when she finds out the connection they share runs too deep to put aside, and she begins to fear the secret under the secret that’s left unsaid.
Over 93,000 reads and over 775 reviews received on fan-dom sites.
Chapter
One
Everybody Uses Someone.
AT THE CURB, I park and get out of my car,
whistling and
waving to Jon exiting South Station. “Hey oh!
Let’s go. We’re
running late.” We’re headed to Nantucket. A
three-hour drive to
my grandparents’ end of summer cookout before
they close up
their home and head back to Manhattan.
As I go to move past him, he grabs me and crushes
me within
his arms. “Not too late for a hug!”
I squeal and thump him on the back, scrunching my
eyes shut
at missing him so much. “You’re a nut.”
“I miss you, Xavia. Terribly.”
“Then why do you stay away so long? A train ride.
Not too
tough.”
“Girl, that rail runs in both directions,” he
mocks me. “You
need to come to D.C. more often. I’ve got a job.
You’re the
freewheeling student.”
“Student, yes. Free—not even close,” I retort,
escaping from
his grasp as I take shotgun.
Jon flips me off as he stalks around the hood of
my car,
humming under his breath. Once inside, he opens
his messenger
bag, and laughs devilishly. “Then help me, help
you.”
“What have you done?” I ask, eyeing him
suspiciously, wearily.
My best friend has a propensity to believe in the
impossible and
does the outlandish at the drop of a hat.
“You’re welcome, Ms. Kennedy,” he says, handing
me a
manila envelope. There’s three copies, and a
telephone number.
Your contact is Nora Swan. Call her!”
I shift my glance from him to the envelope,
knitting my brow.
I’ve got a contact? That you’ve arranged...dear
mother of God.”
“Follow through on this one and you’ll thank me.
Fuck, will
you thank me!”
“Clearly, we see the world differently,” I
mutter, opening the
envelope and removing a stack of neatly stapled
documents. “A
U.S. Senate internship application? Ah no!”
“Button your lips and read,” he commands me as he
puts the
car into gear.
I hate driving and when he’s in town, he’s behind
the wheel,
but right now I’m rethinking that one. I want to
do anything
besides give this application an iota of my
attention. I may not
know what direction I want to take when I
graduate and
everyone’s good intentions, suggestions,
connections...are
strangling me—regardless of how well-meant.
“I’m so not going to D.C. Especially not to the
part near
Capitol Hill. It’s enough to have to deal with
the political leeches
we’ll soon see at Gran’s.”
“Oh but you are,” he replies. “This is ‘mission
get your ass in
gear’ and get the hell out of Dodge. You’re
drowning here and
besides, I’ve got it going on. Just need my
wingman.”
“Correction. That’s wingwoman. I’ve got a vagina
to prove it.”
“Sweetheart, I’m not the one who needs reminding
of that
fact. Another of the myriad of issues we’ll
address. One-by-one.
I’ve got you in my sights. But back to the app
you’re holding.
Nora is expecting your call. She’s crazy, on the
verge of bridge
jumping with her boss. Bennett Stone.”
I glare at the application. Exhaling, I scan the
page, and stop as
stare at the photograph of the gorgeous and
unforgettable man
at the bottom of the page. “Shit!” I hiss.
“What’s wrong?” Jon glances over at me. “Do you
know him?”
Yeah, I know the man or rather his mouth. Don’t
forget his
hands, his cock, and his ability to torment me
for seven weeks, and
two days. But who’s counting!
“Know him?” I can’t find the words to admit this
is the guy
from the club.
Back in June, I’d told Jon that I met
someone—more than
met; that I’d relapsed into my old ways. He
didn’t crucify me—
we commiserated.
But if he finds out...that guy was—is—a
congressman... a
senator!
What will my friend think? He’s gone to all this
trouble.
“Hello?” he says, lowering the music.
Steeling my features, I dodge diving back into
the pool of my
shame at having lost my head in a dark hall.
Instead of coming
out with my dirty little secret, I seal my lips,
refusing to divulge
the truth. For weeks, I was clueless about that
wolf from the club,
but now I know. This gig is for the world’s most
incredible kisser,
going by the name of Senator Bennett Stone.
My nightmare. An unforgettable mistake.
“No. No. Of course, I don't know him!” It was
true. I didn't
actually know him. He was a drive-by suck my lips
off kiss. The
guy I had the craziest, hottest sex with in my
life. Minus the sex!
“Great. Then take a look.” He fishes out a
magazine as he
drives.
Now, it all makes sense. Why Stone seemed so
familiar. I stare
at the cover and mutter, “He’s that politician
featured on the
cover of Rolling Stone last spring.”
“The very same brilliant hottie. Shit, if he was
gay, I’d go
intern for him.”
“Okay Einstein, why would one of the hottest
senators want
me on his team? He’s a front runner, and probably
has scads of
interns—cough chicks—lined up to do his bidding.
This seems
like a... mistake.” The word pulsates inside my
mouth and I recall
what it was like to kiss Senator Stone pushed up
against a wall
with his fingers fisting my hair.
Jon shakes his head. “The good senator isn’t like
that. Stone is
strictly business. So much, he just sent his team
packing. This
player is the real deal. Not only is he killer in
the looks
department, he’s a Harvard graduate, and the
lowdown is the
White House is fast-tracking him. And you have
connections
from working on the Gazette that he can use. You
two are alike.
Stone was a little bit of a rebel rouser and
stepped on some toes
prior to law school.”
“And Mr. Pretty Face needs my help?” I narrow my
eyes at
him.
“Absolutely! Independents straddling the fence
are prime
targets. A Harvard camp you’ve got an in with,
and one I put out
feelers to—they’re also waiting for your call.
All you need to do is
set the wheels in motion. Get him a student talk
on campus.”
“You mean like what Clinton pulled off? Are you
on
medication?” It was true that I had a cache of
connects from an
internship I’d done at Harvard, writing a column
for the Gazette,
but I wasn’t into politics. “What’s so special
about him—aside
from being gorgeous, popular, privileged?”
“That pretty face has got presidential candidate
written all
over his political agenda. And not just his.
There’s talk coming
from the Vice President’s office. She’s running
next year.
Looking for her own Veep, and there’s a huge
betting pool at the
Post that Stone will be her running mate.”
So the man with panty-dropping looks any male
model would
kill for is more than a pretty face. I scan the
application with his
photograph and motto. ‘Get committed.’ Whoa, that
sounds like
double entendre. As I stare at the senator’s face,
the skin over
my body tightens. So much, a flash of heat
doesn’t just creep up
my neck—it flares. Stop acting ridiculous.
Refocusing, I read the possible staff positions
available on the
subcommittees Stone chairs. A slew. Everything
from war reform
to the environment, education, and foreign trade.
Jon has talked
about getting me to D.C. as a Capitol Hill
climbing fool,
nonstop during the summer. My last year at Boston
College, and
I’ve done my stint of resume padding internships
already.
“Another tuck-n-roll, and for Mr. Popularity. I
don’t know. You
do realize I’m still in school.”
“Shut your pie hole. You’ve got enough credits to
graduate
and this will help you. Get your feet wet and
then you can pick
and choose where you want to be, come graduation.
Need I
remind you for the umpteenth time, it’s time to
cut bait and run?
Grace and Stan Stillman are just waiting to get
their hooks in
you. Are you going to let them?”
“Fuck that noise! I’m not accepting my
grandparents’ help.
How can you even kid about that shit?”
“Because if you don’t have a plan in place,
they’ll turn you into
Monica and Janice. Is that what you want?”
“My cousins are idiots.” I shake my head,
thinking about my
family’s ability to put a strangle hold on my
career choices. Being
connected to the Kennedys and Stillmans is a
fulltime task of
warding them off. Overbearing brutes have nothing
on Gran and
Pops in how they try to commandeer everyone’s
future. After
entering Boston College, I’d sidestepped their
entrapping
attempt to tell me what to do and when to do it.
Unlike my two cousins currently ensconced in
Midtown
banking. It wasn’t that Janice and Monica were
vapid—they were
brainiacs for all their suck-up ways. But
categorically, they lacked
spine to chart their own course by falling into
the fold. That fold
being my grandmother’s archaic view of life as
the Stillman
matriarch along with her ability to meddle 24/7,
and now my
cousins were junior execs on Fifth Avenue with a
choke collar
around their necks.
I shake the envelope like it’s the enemy. “And
how is this any
different? Instead of Gran’s meddling, I’ll be
beholden to yours.”
“Shush. I listen to what you say, when you talk
about
hightailing it out of here when you’re done with
school.
Someplace fun and exciting—someplace happening.
You can’t
argue that D.C. isn’t just up your alley. I get
nothing in return
except you being near me.”
“Christ on a cracker,” I declare. “I’m not a
political junkie like
you!”
“XS, c’mon.” He softens his voice. “You pretend
not to like
politics because of your grandparents but you do
have an
opinion. Why not learn what the hell goes on
behind the
scenes—isn’t that your thing? Don’t let your
pride get in the
way.”
He’s playing dirty. Using my obsolete nickname: X
or worse
‘XS’ short for Xavia Stillman. A reminder I don’t
need, tagging
back to some of my high-flying days where I was
one hot mess of
excess. Rebellious with a razor sharp ‘R’ before
graduating high
school and I’d been close to stumbling into
several dens of
iniquity and catastrophe. Without asking, my
grandparents
stepped in, twisted a few arms, and had me
accepted to Boston
College, nixing my dream to attend UCLA. Far, far
away from
here.
One call and my applications to UCLA, along with
a slew of
other schools were denied or waitlisted. Without
a choice, I
stayed in New England and vowed never again.
Since entering
BC, I got serious, taming my partying ways with
one goal of
graduating and leaving Bean Town. Yet going polar
into the
library stacks during grad school has been a trip
into the land of
oh-so-boring, and it’s the end of summer.
The end of my little freelance grind at the Globe
as a reporter,
and I’m so cagey that I’m actually looking
forward to the start of
classes next month. But a backstage pass, a
ticket to the behind
the scenes...I’m not convinced. Skeptically, I
shrug. “I don’t
know. You’re really over-the-top on this one.”
“Precisely. And it’s a good thing. What have you
got to lose?”
He looks over at me, quirking his eyebrow, and
then abruptly
ruffles my hair.
Besides my mind—but, he’s got a point.
Groaning, I roll my eyes at him and exhale.
“Fine. I’ll think
about it. Operative word: think.” I read through
the application
and yeah, Jon’s recreated my college experience,
and then I read
the references he’s listed. Grace and Stan
Stillman. Patrick
Kennedy. “Name drop much? You’re nuts to put them
down.
What if Stone’s office calls my grandmother?”
“It’s not crazy to mention your family. Besides,
look at the
telephone numbers.”
I read the numbers and although I don’t recall my
stepfather,
Patrick’s number off the top of my head, the one
listed for my
grandparents is— “You listed your telephone
number. Are you
insane?”
“Not in the least. I’m leveling the playing
field. If Nora calls,
I’ve got you covered and your family will be none
the wiser.”
“And for Pat? Whose number is this?”
“Roderick’s. He’s ready.”
“Your brother is going to pretend to be Patrick
Kennedy?”
His brother was a Marine and just returned from
active duty
with a case of PTSD so bad he was in rehab.
“He’s good with it. Right now, Rod’s doing his
program, so
he’s got the time. It’ll give him something to do
other than sit
around the V.A., smoke pot, and do group
therapy.”
“This smells of all kinds of crazy,” I say,
shoving the
application back into the envelope.
“And? Point?”
“So it’s worked in your favor. I’m a little leery
about mine.
Luck I mean.”
“An opportunity has nothing to do with luck! It’s
about
working your connections. You’ve got an untapped
skill.”
“Oh yeah and what’s that?”
“Charisma. When you choose to use it. God, do you
know
how many people would kill to have your looks,
your
connections, and that elegant charm that you were
born with?”
I inhale. “It feels more like a curse, if you
want to know the
truth.”
“Fuck, Xavia. Don’t squander what you’ve got. I
work my tail
off to get where I am. We could be closer and I
wouldn’t have to
keep coming back here to check up on you!”
“I hear what you’re saying.” I grimace, looking
at the one
person who’s always been there when I needed him,
but this is a
dilemma and obviously, he doesn’t know how bad.
Down in D.C., Jon has worked a gig for the last
few years as a
hotshot journalist. And it’s true, he’d be free
of babysitting me—
able to devote more time to his career. Yet
unconvinced that I
can dive headfirst into a Bennett Stone
internship, I open the
browser on my cell. Since I’m not about to tell
Jon my secret, I’ll
need some ammunition to argue my case, and start
to google the
senator with hot rough lips and demanding hands.
During the drive to the island, Jon and I discuss
D.C., Hill
internships, his experiences being in close
quarters with
congress... Everything except what I’m not
telling him—that I
basically let the good senator feel me up against
a wall.
Exasperated and not able to out argue Jon, I ask,
“How often
would I have to see him?”
He presses his fingers to his forehead. “I don’t
know. Depends
on if you’re in his inner circle. Given this is a
short gig, I doubt
much. When Stone calls a meeting, but there are
scads of interns
plus all his senate staff. I wouldn’t sweat it.
Besides, you of all
people have years of hanging with powerful men.
What’s running
through your head?”
“Nothing!” I train my focus forward, wondering
what the hell
he’s about to drag me into as we pull up in front
of my
grandparents’ home.
GRAN’S ‘COOKOUT’ is anything but hotdogs and
hamburgers. Waiters wearing white gloves
circulate, carrying
trays of champagne splits with plastic funnels,
tumblers of what I
guess to be Scotch, and margaritas given the
sloshing neon liquid
and salted rims. Several men in black suits and sunglasses
circulate at the perimeter—dead giveaway that
guests from the
Capitol are probably lurking about.
Gran comes over, arms raised and I press my cheek
to her
smooth face, inhaling L'Air du Temps. She takes
hold of my arm
and steps back, “Xavia, let me look at you. All
grown up! Where’s
your mother?”
Ah. Let the games being. An innocent statement,
but what
she’s really doing is assessing me, acquiring
ammunition for later
when she quietly addresses a list of concerns I’m
so certain she
possesses. The list gets longer and longer the
closer I am to
graduating. She’s ready to launch and all I have
to do is acquiesce,
let her and my grandfather make a few calls. Not
gonna happen.
“Mom is flying to Seattle. Last minute. But, how are
you?” My
best line of defense is always to answer her, and
pose the next
question. Steer the conversation, charting the
direction.
Journalism 101, baby.
She releases me and smiles pleasantly. “Oh you
know. It’s the
end of the season and I always get a little sad.
We’re closing the
house next week...”And here it comes. The
invitation for brunch
or lunch. “I’d like you to come down for lunch
next week.”
Bingo! My move. I don’t answer her. “You remember
Jon?” I
ask on redirect.
“Hello, Mrs. Stillman. Great party. The clams are
delicious,”
he replies amicably. Jon’s so smooth and why not.
He comes into
contact with every type of political and business
bigwig. Crud,
maybe he’s got a point of getting the hell out of
Dodge.
“Thank you,” Gran replies and pauses, giving him
her little
stare. She believes that Jon and I are secretly
dating, and secrets
don’t sit well with my grandmother unless they’re
hers. “Still
working in D.C. at the Post?” she asks him icily.
“I am,” he replies. The tension is palpable and I
won’t have
Gran browbeating my best friend, so I whip out a
cutting
question. One sure to displease.
“Where’s Aunt Bridget? I saw her heading
upstairs. Is she all
right?” I ask to off-balance Gran, knowing
full-well that my aunt
is inside, more than likely banging the hell out
of one of the wait
staff as she does every year. Aunt Bridget’s
libido is the bane of
my grandparents’ Nantucket colony life. Each
summer, a huge
chunk of change is exchanged along with whispered
messages
from their attorneys in settling house staff
complaints. My aunt
stirs up the gossip—I’ll give her that. We’ve all
heard Gran
preach that Stillmans don’t do scandal. They
certainly pay
enough to ensure the truth is locked away.
“Oh you know Bridget, doesn’t like the sun or the
heat,” Gran
replies, casting a worried look toward the upper
balcony.
“Princess,” Pop calls out, approaching our huddle
with a drink
in hand as he smiles and waves to the guests
around us. The ice
from my grandfather’s glass tinkles and he
motions to a waiter for
a refill. Hugging me, he laughs out a rumble as
I’m surrounded by
his spicy aftershave and the whiskers of his
waxed handlebar
mustache, tickling my cheek. I can smell he’s
well into his third
bourbon and coke. At least. Pulling away from me,
he glances
over to Gran. “Grace, the Kennedys and the
president just
arrived.”
I stiffen at the mention of my stepdad’s family,
but Gran’s face
lights up and she laughs—or snickers really. Zero
is how many
shits I could give that the president is here.
Well, at least that
explains the dark cloud of Secret Service agents.
“Stan, I’ll go
greet them and pave the way. Please join us in
two minutes. Two
minutes, my good man,” she repeats her direction.
“Yes, Commandant.” Pop salutes her and winks at
me.
“Xavia, come find me in a bit. We need to chat.”
She gives me
her semi-stern grandmother face, then squeezes my
arm, and
she’s off.
I exchange looks with Jon as a waiter brings him
a beer and
mentally roll my eyes as Grans scurries away.
Christ, what has she
got up her sleeve?
“Having a good time?” Pop inquires, taking out a
handkerchief, then wipes the beads of sweat off
his face and
down his neck. “It’s hotter than last year. El
NiƱo...am I right?”
“Yes and yes,” I reply.
“Mr. Stillman.” Jon smiles as he shakes Pop’s
hand. “Get any
fishing in this year?”
My grandfather looks over at Jon thoughtfully and
then
frowns. “Not a bite. Well, nothing worth
remembering.”
“There’s always next year,” Jon concedes, holding
his beer to
his lips.
Pop twirls the ice in his glass. “That there is,”
he agrees vaguely
and pats my arm. “I’d better get going on my
mission. Can’t keep
your grandmother waiting. Someone will want to
stop and talk as
I make my way. You know how it is.” For once, I
see a glimmer of
dissatisfaction in my grandfather’s eyes. Or
maybe it’s just the
heat. His skin is red and he’s
sweating...profusely.
“Are you feeling all right?” I ask suddenly.
“Right as rain. Except for this blasted
heatwave.” He tweaks
my ear and raises an eyebrow. “Your cousins are
here. Go over
and talk to them. Let them tell you about their
recent moves and
wedding bell news. You’re graduating and need to
start thinking
about a career path as well.”
My stomach twists as I spot my cousins across the
pool. The
ones who have fallen in line, earning six figures
while working at
Citibank. The same two who live in Midtown and
Monica is
engaged to some hard-hitting CEO with a rock the
size of a
boulder on her finger.
Nice, charming, well-ordered lives.
I could hurl.
As I scan the crowd, my gaze hits upon another
cousin. Not
the exact one Pop referred to. Talk about the
blackest of sheep.
Colin. He’s more leech than sheep.
“Sure thing,” I say, nodding my head and all the
while I’m
thinking nope. Midtown plastic cousins or
parasitic cousin—
they’re all a no-go. I could rock the boat and
point that out, but
why? I’m ready to dive into the bay beyond the
stone seawall.
Strip naked and swim so far, so fast as to be
free of this charmed
and caged life everyone here leads.
Pop disappears in the throng of vanilla-colored
people and I
turn to Jon, exasperation souring my tongue. He
has his beer
tipped back, and empties it. He’s no wisp of a
man, standing six
foot with a muscular body, tattooed arms that run
from his wrists
to the edge of his white polo, and plenty of
girls around us, give
him the eye in that we can tell you’re gay but
hot. Like maybe in
their bed, he might just decide to bat for the
other team.
“What are you drinking?” He pushes a wayward
strand
behind my ear as only he can do when I’m
steaming, not from the
heat but being around my family for more than six
minutes.
“Not enough,” I reply when I snag a waiter.
“Pardon me.”
Jon gives him his order. “Heineken and she’ll
have...”
I look down at the waiter’s tray, surveying my
choices. What
the hell? I lift a tumbler and sniff. “This is
fine.”
The waiter bows and Jon shakes his head. “Why do
you care
what anyone here thinks? Your eyes keep ogling
the champagne.”
“Because,” I say, “I refuse to fit in!” Then I
lift my glass, and
smile. I’ve never had the pleasure of Scotch
before. Plenty of the
men are drinking it, so I knock back a
gulp...that tastes like
lighter fluid in my book. Oh shit! I clasp my
hand over my lips.
What the hell did I just suck into my mouth? I
shiver as the
liquor sits idly on my tongue.
“What’s wrong?” Jon asks, eyeing me with concern.
“Are you
going to be sick?”
Okay, either I can spit this shit out or down it.
My gaze flashes
around the party, all the pretty, pretty people
that talk genteelly
with their summer whites and boat shoes on. Crap,
spitting out
the Scotch is a faux-pas to the extreme, and I
forcibly make my
throat muscles work. But fuck! Swallowing is no
better and I
gasp, then start to hack as Jon claps me on the
back. With tears in
my eyes, I follow up with, “No. I’m pretty pissed
and want
another of those!”
TWO HOURS later, I’m scrounging through my purse,
blindly
looking for my keys. I’ve done my duty and stayed
the
perfunctory time period Mom requested, and I as
meander,
weaving around people without making eye contact,
my sandals
slap across the patio pavers until I see Jon
talking to a tall man,
wearing a tight pair of Nantucket Reds.
“Excuse me,” a Secret Service agent says.
“Yes,” I reply, looking over his shoulder. Both
Jon and the
other man laugh, their heads bowed together for a
second. I
recognize Jon’s companion as one of the
executives from
Manhattan...some high-powered attorney I believe,
and the more
my memory starts to reconnect, I also recall said
attorney has a
wife and kids.
“The president would like a word with you, Ms.
Kennedy.”
“With me?” I swing my gaze to the agent,
wondering what
President Gabriel North wants with me. This has
to be Gran’s
doing. Ten to one, she’s twisting North’s
presidential arm,
seeking some favor. Ah, yes and oh no!
“The president is waiting in the library.” He
juts his chin over
toward the house. “Come with me.” He turns to
leave as if I’ll
just happily totter along.
“Pardon me, Agent.” I cross my arms over my
chest, waiting.
The man stops talking into his cell, telling
someone to ‘hold
positions.’ “Yes?”
“I can’t right now. Please tell the president,
I’ll catch him
later.” I arch my brow, pressing my lips
together, and nod.
The agent peers over his glasses, his dark eyes
widen, and he
looks like he’s thinking what to do. Well, while
he’s trying to
figure how to keep his job, I’m done playing
games, and walk past
him with a stony, “Good evening.”
I march over to Jon and his buddy. Both guys
glance at me
and then exchange a look between them—protracted
and I
understand. Immediately. I smile at Jon. He’s
found a hook-up
and in my giddy-I’m-leaving state, I semi-shout
his name to grab
his attention. “Time to split.”
“More like splitting from the Secret Service.
What the hell
was that about?” Jon asks. “Who’d you piss off
now?”
“Just Gran plotting,” I scoff.
“Xavia, nice seeing you again. It’s been a
while,” the tallblond-and-married attorney states, extending his arm to me.
I can’t recall his name, but I reach out and
squeeze his hand.
“Same. Sorry to greet and run, but I’m heading
off calamity.”
“No problem,” he replies.
I smile at both of them and then focus my eyes on
Jon. “So,
are you up for leaving?”
“More than ready.” Jon says and grins over at his
new friend.
“Mitch?”
Now, I shift my focus directly to Jon, trying to
catch his eye
and nonverbally ask if Mitch is coming with us,
but my BFF’s so
hung up on the blond hunk in front of him, he
ignores my
intense stare.
“Need a lift back to the city?” I ask Mitch,
taking the ‘bull’ by
the horns.
Jon’s eyes widen and he shakes his head, leaning
next to my
ear and whispers, “I’m riding back with him.”
“You’re not seri—”
He jerks my arm, squeezing, and I want to laugh
and ask him
if he’s bonkers, but he gives me an
I’ll-kill-you-in-your-sleep stare
to silence my unwelcomed imitation of a dumbass.
Stiffening, I
feel a tendril of something foreign tighten
around my throat—
and wonder what’s come over me. I don’t want him
to leave with
Mitch.
Am I jealous of Jon?
Of the blond hunk?
Of them together? In a bed?
Fuck, I think am.
“Absolutely ready. After you,” Mitch pronounces
and his
smile widens gregariously. He sets his drink
down, and I start to
trek toward the front of the house.
I want to bolt away and I hate feeling like this.
In lieu of
leaving through the gargantuan downstairs where
I’m sure Gran
is holding court in the living room by this time,
I head for the
side walkway.
“Wait up, Xavia,” Jon calls, and I realize, I’m
practically
fleeing like my feet are on fire.
I slow my gallop, stepping onto the grass, and
take a breath,
glancing over my shoulder, and our eyes meet. I
force a smile to
my lips for Jon’s benefit when he and his friend
join me.
“Chica?” Jon comes up to me, his eyes wide with
concern.
My stomach pitches. I’m acting selfishly. “You
know how it
is...seeing the exit. I can’t leave fast enough.”
“Then call Nora,” he whispers before he steps
back next to
Mitch. “Okay?”
I inhale gazing into his dark eyes. “I’m thinking...remember?
I
need to do some research.”
We walk around the side of Gran’s home, toward
the garden
entrance. Together we stride over the pavers, in
between the
manicured lawn, and neatly trimmed hedges. I walk
silently as
Jon and Mitch whisper. Flanked by their low
chatter and secret
laughs, I feel alone and wrap my arms around my
middle.
I follow the trail until we come to the circular
drive, trying
not to eavesdrop on their conversation but all
the while, I can’t
wait to escape being the third wheel. Once
outside and facing the
winding row of car upon car down the driveway, I
shrug. “Hey,
I’m going to go get my own ride. The queue is too
long.”
There are several other couples waiting along the
front steps
for the two valets huffing it back and forth.
Jon places his hand on my shoulder. “You okay to
drive?”
My cheeks feel numb as I try to keep up the
pretense of
smiling. I assess my level of intoxication—not
too bad. “Yeah.
I’m fine, just hot. Pop is right about the heat.”
His brow creases. “I can always ride back—”
“No,” I whisper stubbornly. Jon has always been
there for me.
“Go have some fun. Lots and lots of screaming,
hair-pulling fun.
You deserve it. No excuses. Call me tomorrow.”
Both men give me that surprised expression as if
their
connection is covert—which it isn’t to someone
like me. I’ve
learned to read nonverbals in assessing my
sources as a writer—
I’m all eyes when it comes to seeing below the
surface.
“Catch you tomorrow. We’ll talk strategy on
getting you
intimately hooked up in D.C.” Jon says with a
wink. We hug,
kiss, trade another ‘Bye.’
Alone, I walk to my car, scanning the night sky
and wonder
where’s my doorway to change. Glancing back over
my shoulder
as I approach my car door, there’s Jon laughing
again with his
new friend. New connection. That’s a lesson worth
learning.
New connection. New possibilities.
I level my shoulders and think, what the hell?
Maybe a little
Hill climbing in D.C. is just the ticket.
Tomorrow, I’m going to
call Nora and see what’s the deal with Senator
Bennett Stone and
his unforgettable... persona.
OOOOOHHHH! This book is a marvelous Dirty Little Secret!! It is erotic, with a well thought out and complex plot line, and full of intelligent mischief. It is well written and with characters that can both entertain us and make us feel connected to.
I can see that this is going to be a series to blow my mind. There are so many possibilities here in which the plot can expand and weave. I am absolutely and positively in love with Bennett! I sense a deeply complex character I am itching to know more about.
Our female main character, Xavia, is not only intelligent and independent, but a strong woman fighting for the freedom to forge her own destiny away from her overbearing and controlling family. She is a strong character perfectly matched to our Senator's Dom personality.
Christian Grey move over! Senator Bennett has arrived in full force!
About the Author
Writer. Dreamer. Liar. Engineer. Motocross Racer. Is that enough? Never.
I've
worked in D.C., lived in Virginia, and left... but not the stories,
impressions, and ideas of what it would be like to weave dark twisted
passion into fiction.
If you have an opinion. Let me know. The more off-the-wall, the better.
Website: http://alexelliottbooks.blogspot.com/2015/01/dirty-little-secrets.html
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